The curve

Some can draw the curve on your face,
Just by filling the space.

Why do you like me?

When I'm posted with this question from my favorites, I'm stuck with blankness. Because the truth is I don't know the answer. There's this dilemma always between the statements "There could be no reason to like a person" and "There could be no reason to hate a person". People use it as per their convenience. But I don't want to fall into that ocean. I want to know which statement holds atleast the nearest truth, at least for answering my dear ones.

There are few people whom we like at the first sight itself without any reason. It's not just because they are beautiful, there are many scientific reasons behind it. Number one is, "schemata" which means, their face structure will be similar to those we have likings/related already. For example, if someone is similar to any of our favorite actor or actress, we tend to like that person on the first itself. That's the reason why new born babies gets attached with their relatives easier than their parents' friends. Number two, "deja vu moments" which means, on seeing some people we get the feeling that we have met them somewhere earlier. Such moments might be due to some pre-birth bonds. Though such ideas are not encouraged by many, it is scientifically proven.

The above mentioned reasons will cover only 20% of the relationships' durability. There are many bonds which lost its strength due to the aftermath effects of the compatibility. So the remaining 80% depends on how they both carry the bond. It is in their hands whether to colour it with bright shades or paint it black and white by finding faults.

A relationship goes through the basic six emotions of human being. Before explaining the journey of relationship, here are the basic 6 emotions: Happy, Surprise, Sad, Fear, Anger and Disgust. Beginning of a relationship will be alluring, everything will seem to be perfect, they will feel blessed, in short they will be in cloud nine every single moment. In depth, these happens because human brain will be so excited in knowing new things, they spend lot of time in asking questions, seeing things from the same point of view. They will be ready to compromise to be liked by the other. In order to impress the other, they pamper them with care and love to surprise them. Even in little events, they work to astonish the other. In depth, doing so will increase the expectation level on each other. In the due course, when either of them fail to act as per the other's expectation, there comes the brother 'disappointment', of the next guy 'sadness'. This is the stage where the amygdala (seat of emotions in brain) comes into role. People who handles this stage consciously and sensibly will get through all the other emotions and will lead a balanced relationship. But those who fail will fall in line with the succeeding emotions. Getting back to the track, sadness, such unfullfillments lead the person to feel blue, feel dejected. This feeling might cause the fear of being left alone or fear due to possessiveness. Most of the times this fear of one person is mis-conceptualized as 'taking control' of the other's life. For example, if A is afraid about losing B, where B is a carefree person. Everytime when B goes out with other friends without informing A and A asks about the actions, B misunderstands it as 'A is taking charge of his life activities'. Such arguments will lead to anger of A as well as B. Even this stage can be mended when they are ready to sit and sort things out. If the relationship and the person is their priority they will step forward to untie the complications but on the other hand, if their ego comes in front even the God can't help them. As a last stage, when they are not ready to 'right the wrong', even the feel about the other person will lead to disgust which will be the trigger to end their relationship.
So it's all at the hearts of the individuals to weigh which is important for them, the person or the ego!

Real love is when a person is ready to handle the 80% of the durability by surpassing all the hurdles just for your presence in their life! Beyond these, patience and understanding will help you to gain your loved ones love!

The little things

No need of prolonged conversation,
A word is enough.
No need of sessions together,
A passing is enough.
No need of comedy dharbar,
A smile is enough.
No need of wrapped gift,
An imperfect tune is enough.
Relationship is not in expressing -but
In unspoken understandings...

Love "them"

If it is your friend,
Love them.
If it is your enemy,
Love them more.

For scaling up your patience,
Saving time from meditation,
Love them more,
Love them even more.

For enlightening acceptance,
Being 100 books' substitution,
Love them more,
Love them even more.

For making your heart frozen,
Channelizing the emotions,
Love them more,
Love them even more.

If it is your friend,
Love them.
If it is your enemy,
Love them even more.

My longest ride with "The Longest ride"

As they say, a bad day doesn’t end bad. There will be a silver lining to it. And today I experienced it. Misunderstandings, stress, feeling alone, missing some part of me somewhere were the feelings to which I was exposed today. It was not a good start, with all those addiction to my stupid hand partner(mobile). With no other ways of relaxing myself I was in a loop of watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S in youtube. Because of my little fear of completing my work before deadline, I made myself to sit down to work on my presentation. Long back, a colleague of mine shared a pinch of his treasured movie collection and was expecting me to comment about his taste and my review about the movies. Through some ray of expectation, I wanted to try one from it. My choice was “The Longest ride”. Without any clue on what I’m going to watch, what emotion the movie is awaiting to give me, how the actors have done their job, I sat with my pillow and laptop with fully charged battery. The chillness that the AC provided and no noise around me created the best of the climate to cherish the script. Seeing the female lead who is one of my favourites and the casual and breezy storyline I was travelling along the script. With the old man entering their lives I was not much interested at first. But then with few more scenes of him I started falling in love with his life than the lead actors’. The love, the compassion, the sacrifice, the care, Ira and Ruth had was unexplainable. It was a subtle movie which cuddled me with thoughts, lessons and it was like some power caressing me, gliding its hand over my hair and talking to me those words which Ira shared with Sophia. The sacrifice Ruth had made for her love, the hardships to adapt that Ira took for seeing the smile in her face, the decision Sophia made to let her dreams go to be with her love and the realisation dawned on Luke to choose which was his life, brought me tears.

“What made you to buy that painting?”

“Ira”

(I was literally crying)

I wanted to pour out my words about this movie in my whatsapp status. In my search for a pic of the casts and some quotes from it, I was thrown with another surprise. I felt my heart beat racing up when I found it. That movie has been taken from my most favourite story sculptor “Nicolas Sparks”. Still amazed by those 2 hours and 8 minutes journey, the journey of love of Ira-Ruth and Luke-Sophia.

I could not stop typing my experience about that movie here, in this post. Still, I had to right!

 

“….So many wonderful years. But of course, not nearly enough…”

#windowside_stories

Day 12:

I guess today is a muhurtha day as I found the sound and decorations colouring the place when I was crossing the marriage hall. There were 2 ladies who were very much engrossed in their talk. But then I could see them being conscious about the jewels they have worn. In built characteristics make women so alert is what I felt. A girl sat next to me. After 5 minutes she poked me to ask whether I did my schooling in Salem. I might have resembled someone to her. What might have gone through in her mind? Should I ask her and get my doubt clarified? "It's better to ask out and if it's true I can have a chit chat and develop my network than staying dumb and losing a contact". Women are ready to open up and move forward but are finding an invisible limit.

My Broken Doll

Gazing at the stars, standing in this unknown place
Uttering no word, you held me dearly
Retrospecting the first moments, splash of colours fill my heart
Unboxed my crazyness, without any second thought
Vented out every little hitch, your presence was my only hope
Illusion over ruled now, the stitches are ravelling
Given time and care, getting detached from this broken heart
Natural dialogues faded away, space between us dilates
Exchange with me our roles, you'll know the other half of our story
Struggling to be 'strings attached', with all my emotions off
Hoping for a solution, which may not even exist...

The wonderMEN

There is a conventional saying "Behind every successful man. there is a woman". But I'll quote, "Behind every successful woman, there is a man, may be more".

They can be tough on the outside but inside them lies the most delicate heart which becomes a cozy couch only for those few women who touch their life, she can be a sister or friend or their dream girl. But it is always true that the heart which fight for its survival in the struggling world will pave way for their loved ones.

I too met few men who have moved my soul in some way or the other. Few faces got introduced at the time needed and some at the time unexpected, but the veracity is that they all came  for some reason.

There was this guy with whom I was grown up, whom I meet during my summer holidays. I have never been close to him till the day when he talked for my sake to my parents. He believed me even the moment I lost hope on myself.

Then the other, who made me smile when I couldn't, who gave me reasons to value myself, who is there for me and will be there for me till my end.

One guy who can be seen as epitome of friendship, who stood for his friend during all his crisis. Apart from his charm and pure heart, he gave me many instance to prove me that anyone can trust him.

And then this man, who is a brother from another mother. He has never stopped showing the meaning of love and care. His innocent smile and the great mind has many times made me to wonder how one can get such personality.

The bhai who has shown me how a guy can be respected as man with his nature and action. More than him, his mother has become my role model in growing a child. Kudos ma! for giving such a son to this world and such a good..no..the best friend to me!


This kido, with whom I started my conversation asking help, pestering him then came a brief period after which someway we started to sit in the same bench for food everyday. And now my breakfast or lunch or dinner never starts without his hi-fi punch and cute smile. Close to my heart bro is that kido.

This Lilliput hero, OMG! I don't know how he have this power generator within him. Never gets tired of the responsibilities, never say 'NO' to the hardships and too emotional when it comes to girls. I have never told him that he has been my inspiration at times. I'm sure he has a long way to go as a leader!.

This another small guy who wander here and there and avoid staying in a gang. He has this urge to rise up in his career for which he grabs all the opportunities to climb the ladder. His love and longing for love has always shaken me up and sometimes down.

Lots of fights and beating has he got, still never left me a step alone. He had been there listening to all my blabbers and hit me when I go wrong. How hard I push him away, he let down his ego and came back to console me, my brother @TSM who always envy my little hands. He taught me 'to cut the nails than the fingers'.

The Tom when I'm Jerry, is this guy who has become such a close friend to me with whom I spoke whatever came to my heart without making a check by my mind. Lessons are many which he taught, all through my life and the happenings around the world.

Then this complan boy who doesn't share any connection with me in anyway - not age, not batch, not specialization, nothing. Still he is that much close, like how a real brother would take care of his little princess. I can't forget to mention his curiosity, his hunger for knowledge and many more. Sometimes I'll be amazed and gets inspired by his interests.

The man of perfection, who can get awards like : "The perfect son", "The perfect student" and "The perfect small brother" whom I miss a lot. everyone does mistake but it is the way how the other end forgives and forgets. Maybe for some days this silence can live, hope this dies soon.

Then the Bheem guy who is the one who has the strongest heart of all as he gave his beloved "RE" for my use. The way he handled my silly desires and his ever dying determination gave awe moments.

And here comes the final one. The incredible, the indescribable, the museum piece - The Big Bunny. My intro to you may be as a stranger but to me it's not the way. All your comical doings are registered in my mind and never left unnoticed. At the start our friendship was a thin string but I have never thought it would become such a bond. I have spotted tiny behaviors of yours which had implicit principles to follow. There were days when I land up to you when I want to talk to someone who know me in this unknown place. You were there to assist me to walk through those hard days. These words may seem less powerful to you but it's not your fault. I would always want our friendship to stay blessed and your life to fly like a "chittukuruvi".

Thus the list ends (as of now), I'm sure I'll meet many wonder'MEN' who can inspire me, who can strengthen me and who can turn my falls into peaks. I will proudly say that among the wild world of men who pull down every women from marching towards the zenith, there are men who hold her strongly, rise her to break the glass ceiling and shine bright like a diamond!