This mind… it’s a chameleon changing the thoughts
on what the eyes capture. Why is it taking everything in depth? I don’t know…Like
the water penetrating the soil it, goes in deep to the soul of the facts it
sees. The mind goes in hand with it, reverberating the words it heard. Why has
God made like this? I want to ask him about this. People say analyzing and
acting leads to the perfect, but only in practical anyone can understand that
doing so leads to confusion. I hear those words like mantra everyday. If I
turned to a new leaf on following those advice then it won’t be the real me.
Is it a crime to show up your affection first? Does it mean that you don’t have self
respect? Like a boomerang my solution comes back to me. There’s something
creeping in my mind. I feel as if a mystery to be solved has been handed over
to me. Some instinct within me tells to clean up all the unwanted trashes
thrown up in my heart and thoughts. But what can I do, after all I’m a
sensitive and insane girl who wants a life of independence and happiness……
Monday, 23 December 2013
INDIA 2.0
Its ago 50 years, its over
Is it a re-make happening?
Changes in the characters
Disparity in the manner
Opposition from our own kind..
Visions are clear with us
Only in theoretical way,
Confined within the classrooms...
"Wanted" for the optimists
Exit for the corruptionists
The need should be for spiders
As now it's occupied by tortoise
Our feel needs a spark
Hands to clear the mess
Feet to frame a path
The ultimate will be the new version of INDIA.
---My words on RANG DE BASANTHI
Is it a re-make happening?
Changes in the characters
Disparity in the manner
Opposition from our own kind..
Visions are clear with us
Only in theoretical way,
Confined within the classrooms...
"Wanted" for the optimists
Exit for the corruptionists
The need should be for spiders
As now it's occupied by tortoise
Our feel needs a spark
Hands to clear the mess
Feet to frame a path
The ultimate will be the new version of INDIA.
---My words on RANG DE BASANTHI
Saturday, 21 December 2013
KAAGAJ
When my pen strikes you,
My thoughts never stop.
Like a wrecked ship I stand,
Many hours, becoming a saint.
Aashiqui maybe a synonym to you,
Passion being the relationship.
The pleasure I get knows no bounds,
As a butterfly on spreading its wings.
Never felt you as a dumb,
Though you reach me empty.
Killing the trees you are born,
Still you are my soul mate...ever!
Difference
Knowing you without yourself knowing about it
--lover.
Asking something 1 more time, which you have said 1000 times
--dear friend.
--lover.
Asking something 1 more time, which you have said 1000 times
--dear friend.
Are you a winner?
No triumph in a battle can match
Winning someone's Trust...
Winning someone's Trust...
RAGGING
Pachilayil thavikum erumbidam
alai kaatum muratu vanmurai...
alai kaatum muratu vanmurai...
Sunday, 10 November 2013
A Tale of Destiny- Review
The story starts like this, Noyona wakes up from her bed with a startle and with a staring look at the photo which is hung on the wall so majestically, tear drops roll over her cheek. The past engulfed her.
NOYONA: A young and talented girl from a middle-class family from Guwahati. Her parents were school-teachers. She started her journey to Delhi, towards her bright future. She was given a friendly hand by Bijoy, her fellow classmate which later took the shape of love,as usual. After their three years of graduation completed, Bijoy announced her about his plan of going abroad to look after his future. All basic plans of communication went well, that they would continue their relationship through Facebook, mails, and telephones.He went there, and as per the plans everything happened. But gradually the intensity of their contact faded and ended up in a state where he forgot her details. She was heart broken. To match her feelings, she compelled herself to dedicate herself with books. As a result the shy and broken Noyona disappeared in the distant crowd and she emerged as a bold and a girl with a clear vision. As a successful woman she got placed in a well renowned company in the most busy city- Mumbai. The first man on seeing whom she was stunned after Bijoy was her Managing Director, Alok Dasgupta, whose wife was dead. Unknowingly she fell in love with him. But at the start he didn't even notice her. And at a meeting, he too fell for her. Her beauty and intelligence ruled him. They got married and life was so perfect for her. She could find no flaw in his love though she is his second wife.And she has not asked anything about his first wife. But all this retained for few months...
Though she was sure on knowing everything about him, she was not known of what he does every night in his study room, which is not permitted for her to enter. Suddenly one day she was stricken with harsh words for replacing a blue jar in the table. She decided and stealthily entered his study room one day.She was stunned by the big size wall photo of a woman which was hung opposite to his table.Without any explanation she could understand that the woman was his first wife Anjali. All the books in that room was hers. Every note in there had her signatures, every poem was hers, everything was written to him. That was enough to show her how much they loved. The reason behind her death was still mysterious to her. She was so keen in knowing the reason. That night she gave a talk with Alok about this and insisted him to say the truth...
"She was so talented and a tempting beauty. No one talking to her could forget her. Her talent and look was never wasted, that she was in every club and social gatherings. But I didn't like that. Every night I tortured her by asking she had any affair or not. I didn't feel how she must have felt. One fine morning she wore a metallic blue saree in which she would look like an angel and entered my study room. A gun shot rushed me to the room where she was lying in a pool of blood. My Anjali, I killed her" saying so, he was crying terribly. Even I couldn't stop myself from crying. I spoke nothing. Alok held her in his hand the whole night. The next morning she was waken up on hearing a gun shot. She saw the room, it was ajar. He was not there in the room. She rushed to the study room where she found him sitting on the chair with no movement and blood drops falling down.
It's been four years since he died. Noyona and her son was in the sands of Brahmaputra. He exactly has his father's eyes. He was building a sand house assisted by his mother. As it grew dark, they both walked back home, with an invisible pair of feet following them...
So this is how the story ends!!
In my vision, Alok must have thought about the promises he must have given to Noyona and her parents. He must have given a thought about Noyona's love, her life. If he would have thought about it a while, this will not be the end...
NOYONA: A young and talented girl from a middle-class family from Guwahati. Her parents were school-teachers. She started her journey to Delhi, towards her bright future. She was given a friendly hand by Bijoy, her fellow classmate which later took the shape of love,as usual. After their three years of graduation completed, Bijoy announced her about his plan of going abroad to look after his future. All basic plans of communication went well, that they would continue their relationship through Facebook, mails, and telephones.He went there, and as per the plans everything happened. But gradually the intensity of their contact faded and ended up in a state where he forgot her details. She was heart broken. To match her feelings, she compelled herself to dedicate herself with books. As a result the shy and broken Noyona disappeared in the distant crowd and she emerged as a bold and a girl with a clear vision. As a successful woman she got placed in a well renowned company in the most busy city- Mumbai. The first man on seeing whom she was stunned after Bijoy was her Managing Director, Alok Dasgupta, whose wife was dead. Unknowingly she fell in love with him. But at the start he didn't even notice her. And at a meeting, he too fell for her. Her beauty and intelligence ruled him. They got married and life was so perfect for her. She could find no flaw in his love though she is his second wife.And she has not asked anything about his first wife. But all this retained for few months...
Though she was sure on knowing everything about him, she was not known of what he does every night in his study room, which is not permitted for her to enter. Suddenly one day she was stricken with harsh words for replacing a blue jar in the table. She decided and stealthily entered his study room one day.She was stunned by the big size wall photo of a woman which was hung opposite to his table.Without any explanation she could understand that the woman was his first wife Anjali. All the books in that room was hers. Every note in there had her signatures, every poem was hers, everything was written to him. That was enough to show her how much they loved. The reason behind her death was still mysterious to her. She was so keen in knowing the reason. That night she gave a talk with Alok about this and insisted him to say the truth...
"She was so talented and a tempting beauty. No one talking to her could forget her. Her talent and look was never wasted, that she was in every club and social gatherings. But I didn't like that. Every night I tortured her by asking she had any affair or not. I didn't feel how she must have felt. One fine morning she wore a metallic blue saree in which she would look like an angel and entered my study room. A gun shot rushed me to the room where she was lying in a pool of blood. My Anjali, I killed her" saying so, he was crying terribly. Even I couldn't stop myself from crying. I spoke nothing. Alok held her in his hand the whole night. The next morning she was waken up on hearing a gun shot. She saw the room, it was ajar. He was not there in the room. She rushed to the study room where she found him sitting on the chair with no movement and blood drops falling down.
It's been four years since he died. Noyona and her son was in the sands of Brahmaputra. He exactly has his father's eyes. He was building a sand house assisted by his mother. As it grew dark, they both walked back home, with an invisible pair of feet following them...
So this is how the story ends!!
In my vision, Alok must have thought about the promises he must have given to Noyona and her parents. He must have given a thought about Noyona's love, her life. If he would have thought about it a while, this will not be the end...
Wednesday, 6 November 2013
THE SACRED THING
I kept it in a closed box to make it secured. It's not a thing to be left as such in open air. Because once missed is missed. Some possessions are so fragile that it must be taken care of. I gently closed the box and began to decorate it everyday. Every time I share things with you, my eyes take a look at it. Feeling the safety of it, I've been with you. The box was surrounded by eye-catching metallic red threads. They were so gentle that even a rough press would tear it. I used red sparkling beads over it. It was so cute and heart catching.
The moments I see it, I feel proud of you as you are the soul reason for me taking care of it. The other reasons of it's well-being were the affection and care I had on you. Time passed seasons by seasons and the security of that box got strengthened but never faded. There came many ups and downs in our friendship but its value never descended in my life.
All of a sudden, one fine day you grabbed it from me without my permission and pierced a long sword into it. It cried. It shed blood. It's death was not silent. It was killed mercilessly.It's cry was so loud and deep that my eyes couldn't stop pouring out. The funny fact was that no one shared it's pain as it's invisible to others. After that day many months and years passed. Still the wound created by it's absence never moved out or disappeared in my life, till now...
CHARACTERS:
1.Beads- Blood Drops
2.Threads- Blood Vessels
3.Box- My heart
4.The Secured Thing- TRUST
The moments I see it, I feel proud of you as you are the soul reason for me taking care of it. The other reasons of it's well-being were the affection and care I had on you. Time passed seasons by seasons and the security of that box got strengthened but never faded. There came many ups and downs in our friendship but its value never descended in my life.
All of a sudden, one fine day you grabbed it from me without my permission and pierced a long sword into it. It cried. It shed blood. It's death was not silent. It was killed mercilessly.It's cry was so loud and deep that my eyes couldn't stop pouring out. The funny fact was that no one shared it's pain as it's invisible to others. After that day many months and years passed. Still the wound created by it's absence never moved out or disappeared in my life, till now...
CHARACTERS:
1.Beads- Blood Drops
2.Threads- Blood Vessels
3.Box- My heart
4.The Secured Thing- TRUST
Tuesday, 5 November 2013
YOU, THE WARRIOR
After fighting and winning battles in life
Longing to hit the last step of your passion
Lies the wish like an unseen pearl
Talent has been entrusted in you by god
Hiding is,you shaping coffin for yourself
Emerge as a unique star in the galaxy
Blazon those who made back-talks
Endless boost is there from your comrades
Still a long way to go-after all,
The world is waiting to say your name...
(P.S: pile up the 1st letter of all lines...you get the message!)
Monday, 4 November 2013
ME AND HOGWARTS
A black coat was wrapping around me touching my feet and when i looked around,i couldn't believe my eyes...am wearing the uniform of the Hogwarts,the heaven of magic.The chill breeze and the smell of magic were sufficing to make me believe that i'm a student of Hogwarts. My heart beat striked at a fast rate as i saw a person whom i felt was so familiar to me.And my god..it was one of my dearest friends "ABI".In a sudden we both were walking past many classes and entered into a wide opened hallway which i later learnt was library. We were in a serious search for some book. That moment was astonishing and thrilling as everyone would have that feel when they are at the magic world.We both finally identified the book we needed.Then came a voice came from the entrance which startled both of us.It was a spell "Accio Book",where the next second the book in my hand flew in that direction and was laying in her hands,Luna Lovegood. Maybe as per the novel she's good nature but she appeared to be on the darker side here.She came to me, walking so sternly like a cop nearing a culprit."How dare you take the book which i need?" her words were piercing my heart.I don't know why. Abi was pulling me behind and was trying to say something.I refused her interruption and responded to Luna's words,"It's not your own.It's for everyone here". I felt a bit of fear but still talked to her.Luna's face turned red and said,"Oh!! little bud..but there's only one copy of it.And being senior,it's mine.Leave it and move". I couldn't stop my blood gushing through my body.Saying so she turned her back to me and that's the moment my lips uttered the spell "Petrificus Totalus".The entire room became silent.All the eyes there was peering in my direction.I took possession of that book and saw Abi. But her eyes were staring somewhere and someone.I slowly turned to that direction.My vision got blurred when someone was shaking me fiercely.It was my sister waking me up from my dream.I was in my bed and the sun was shining so brightly.It was 11'0 clock.I sighed thinking "Oh!!! no its just a dream.."
Sunday, 3 November 2013
THE MOMENT
With the drizzle sliding my cheek
And the thunder striking the peak
Am on my long drive funway
On the coldy night sunday
The wind made held me to freeze
Taking my tears from eyes with fierce
My arms stretched without limits
Wishing every lost thing would return
Signal winked green at my arrival
Saying the world's only for my survival
That's the moment i felt the paradise
That's the moment i felt the God's words
That's the moment i felt myself...
ITS YOUR DAY...
HOW TO NAME THEM?
College Students, the future of our nation,
the blooming young leaders who are going to lead the country are the phrases to
denote them. But as a topsy-turvy to this, the heart shaking act of them made
the whole country to change the view about them. It’s the case of brutal campus
violence(Infant Jesus college of engineering), the principal of an engineering
college was hacked to death by three students at the college campus in
Vallanadu, a village 40 kms off the port town of Tuticorin in southern Tamil
Nadu, on 17th of October 2013 morning.
This savage was attempted by the 3
merciless students of that college, P Pichaikannan (21), a fourth year
aeronautical engineering student from Nazareth near Tirunelveli, G Dannis (22),
a fourth year B Tech student from Sivaganga and M Prabakaran (21), a third year
BE civil engineering student from Nagapattinam. Pichaikannan was handling a
kangaroo court inside the campus and so he was suspended along with his 2
friends. This must have furiated him, who conspired with his friends.
“Anybody
can become angry, but to be angry with the right person, right degree and at
right time for the right purpose matters”, says the great thinker
ARISTOTLE. If the student would have given space for his mind to think about
his family and the principal’s family, this cruel act must have been dodged. Mistakes
done will be punished, the suspension is also a consequence of such mistake.
The social networking sites throws light to this case and people are sharing
their views so distinctly.
The
root cause behind this scene is lack of
care from parents. The youngsters will be full of spirit, but the major part of exhibiting them
the correct path is with their parents. If these students were noticed well by
their parents, they might not have become great leaders but surely they would
not have become CULPRITS.
MALARVEN UNAKAGA
Alliyaai malarven
andradam unudan iruka
Malliyaai malarven
un madiyil uranga
Aambalaai malarven
un aanmayai rasika
Kurunjiyaai malarven
siru kurumbugal sieya
Thaamarayaai malarven
un thanimaiyai neeka
Rojaavaai malarven
un ragasiyangalai pagira
Sevandhiyaai malarven
un sevidhazhil siripai kaana
Sengaandhalaai malarven
un sevigalil paada
marapen,unakena malarndhadhil
en vaazhnaal ornaal endru...
YAADHUMAGI
kuzhal varudum kaatranaai
en thanimayile..
udan thodarum nizhalanaai
en thanimayile..
manadhil ketkum isayaanaai
en thanimayile..
kannathil minnum thuliyaanai
en thanimayile..
udhatin vazhi punnagaiyaanaai
en thanimayile..
ivai yaadhumaga nee ilai,
oru nodi mattum...
annodi enudan thanimai ilai..
nee irundhaai...yaadhumagi...
en thanimayile..
udan thodarum nizhalanaai
en thanimayile..
manadhil ketkum isayaanaai
en thanimayile..
kannathil minnum thuliyaanai
en thanimayile..
udhatin vazhi punnagaiyaanaai
en thanimayile..
ivai yaadhumaga nee ilai,
oru nodi mattum...
annodi enudan thanimai ilai..
nee irundhaai...yaadhumagi...
THAAI---(hi-koo)
nee parisalitha ninaivendra pilaiku
thaai endra enathil sugam kaangiren naan...
ANDHA NAAL---(hi-koo)
swasikum kaatrum,
nesikum paadalum,
rasikum kangalum,
chinanjiru viralgalum,
thedugindra manamum,
uyirkonda ninaivugalum,
thanimayil enidam iruka,
pagirndhu kolla endru varuvaai????
nesikum paadalum,
rasikum kangalum,
chinanjiru viralgalum,
thedugindra manamum,
uyirkonda ninaivugalum,
thanimayil enidam iruka,
pagirndhu kolla endru varuvaai????
IRUNDHUM ILLAI---(hi-koo)
thedadha podhu arugil irundhai,nenjil ilai
thediyabodhu arugil ilai,nenjil nirkrai....
thediyabodhu arugil ilai,nenjil nirkrai....
NEE---(hi-koo)
en manam kaatiya kanadi nee,
serndha podhu enai unarndhen,
sidhariya podhu unai unarndhen....
serndha podhu enai unarndhen,
sidhariya podhu unai unarndhen....
MiSsiNg YoU
My heart misses you to the core,
longing to see you at my door.
We both never lose in hurting us,
but now things to discover is less.
The more i'm far from you,
melts me like the morning dew.
Nothing in my inbox with your name as sender,
i engage myself with our past,i ponder.
In heart,you seem like a baby,
i'm always there to sing lullaby.
Nothing much to talk and fight,
lets only have a love bond very tight...
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)