ME - December 30 2015

I'm trapped
Trapped into a bottle
A bottle of blue
Blue that suppress someone
Someone who has to be in another world
World with no codes
Coding the attitude of people
People who are stingy to share a smile
Smile....Oh God!!! Can you say what's that???

Our unfinished love story...

Beautifully portrayed amour, though with a languishing end. Reckon, it's a poet's touch who worked on the dialogues. Those lines,

"Every beauty needs a flaw,

And that adds the beauty to it"

When Vasudha asks him to teach how to smile, how to love and to the extent...how to live, she fits in the innocent role and scores everyone's pity. She also expresses the struggle between mind and heart with her expressions perfectly. The flow of the frames is carried away by the sway of the music. In my point of view, (as I'm taking it way too personal) I felt that she must have left the one who tied the knots just for sake and move on with the one who truly valued her, respected her. I simply admired when she gathered the guts to tell him at his face," I love him. Have you seen the light of love?...he showed me. I love him."

Adoring to the core.

After 'Zindhagi naa milegi dobaraa' this is the movie that i found with the most unique and romantic dialogues.

P.S: I think this is a movie as one of its kind for Imraan hashmi :P

Why is it so

I know I have to say hi to the sun rise tomorrow.
I know it's that 7.45 bus to catch tomorrow.
I know it would be a busy day tomorrow.
I need a serene and peaceful sleep now...
But
Something is bothering me.....
Something...
Something that I didn't feel when I dine with my family
Something that I didn't feel when I went through Facebook
Something that I didn't feel when I reached my bed
Until
I come across that memory sharing app...............
It made me think...time will change anything...and everything!!

MERI JAAN

Why is that when I think about you it pains?
Not the pain that stings as a consequence of hurting,
I know you are there for me at any moment of your life
Still,
Why is that I feel like this...the pain...
Incidents are countable throwing smiles at me
I want to make it countless somehow
May the winter leave and bring back my summer with you
I never gave it a thought of 'Stay in touch'
As we pass on words maybe twice a month
They say routine talks leaves with no words someday
But I say bare talks will lead you there
Sometimes I fear being possessed by you
Sometimes I cherish the long call talks
Sometimes I fear me losing you in the mid-way
I never want you to be the dew drop in my leaf
I always need you to be the dew in my shell
Time turns you the Best pearl that anyone can possess
I'll be proud to shout out
I have someone who can grant their hand
To cross the pace of my fifty more years

Morning,
I want to sit at the pantry
With you stirring the coffee
Noon,
I wish to open the lunch box
With you snatching it from me
Past Noon,
I long to fill the couch
With you lending one ear of your head phones
Night,
I want my next seat reserved for you in cab
With you blabbering the Grey's anatomy to me
Simply,
I want a friend to stay there for me
or
I want to be a friend to stay there for you
Day to night stuffing our friendship, compassion and concern
Today...Tomorrow...Forever...
At least till anyone of us bid Good-Bye to the world!!!

 

Simile

I love you like,
Yours is the 1st face i've seen,
You're the last man in the world,
You're a boon to my life,
The air enters me after your breath,
You're the cold coffee for my thirst,
You're the only song my feet tap,
You're the lines I re-read in novel,
And more than that........
You are mine....❤

TWO SYLLABLE

A day snowing,
A day raining,
A day shining,
Everyday is offbeat,
Knows the mind about life...

Landing on a hard stone swallowing the sun's heat
Expect for a splash of neighboring waves...

A bungee jump crossing the tree's top
Accept the incoming of the purified air...

Journey to cover miles of long way
Assume race track with hallucinating competitor...

Drowning  deoxygenated in a deep blue sea
Cherish the serene view with kisses of fish...

Tumbling and trembling with the storm around
Appreciate the force of gravity on Earth...

When the student within you arise
The invisible teacher will be seen...
Prioritize the two-syllable :: TODAY!

7.30 Seraph

7.30 of fridays.... awaiting tick-tock those days. After all those letters and sharing our autographs, we reach the wide opened, sorry sorry..closed gates of our college. Reporting not only to the wardens, hostel lady() we also answer to this question "Endha bus ma?" of security. Sitting in the pavement with all those crummy clothes of a week's or maybe 2, we stare at that rusted gate. Lights appear and disappear, fooling us by giving hope that it was you. Finally you would emerge as if a red carpet has been rolled down for you.
The moments we waited for you taught us the strength to face the dark, new friendships crossing the age, meaning of patience and sometimes the harsh words of staff :P
The motel food expecially chilli parotta, the seat shifts, the next sitting aunty, eardrum blasting movies, untime puncture, late arrival mornings, "Chennai ungalai anbudan azhaikiradhu" hoardings, and out of all these, sweeeeeeeeeeeeet companions of travel- sudha, dhivya, azhagu akka, aishu akka, nivedhan, sandhya......Care and Secured feeling given by them...Awsome moments...Along with your swaying you made our stressful journey as a pleasant bridge......

Best view on falling in LOVE

Hi friends,

I came across this in Quora. Found it nice so felt like sharing...

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. 

1. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are and the fine line between friendship and love. 
2. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. 
3. Once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are and who you want to be. 

And when you are through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most. But, most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined. It is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that "everyone only wants to be loved".

Knock on your car

When the lad reached the ford,
   He wished he could afford...
When the little angel hit the swift,
   She wished about a gift...
When he knocked the fiat,
   He raised to catch their eyes...
When she shouted near the chevrolet,
   Atleast the panes lowered...
When he stopped near the alto,
   His stomach seemed hollow...
When bunny filled i20,
   Her tummy yearned for bread...

When you have air conditioned travel,
  They ask for house that unravel...

When you have,
Try to share...
Not even share,
Just spare...

The Space

Novice was my status here,
It's a battle field I consider,
The co-player being relationship,
I struggled,
I was betrayed,
I lost,
But it's not the end,
I stood up,
Got a lesson,
Only with the provided space be there,
With love it may increase,
If so they are lucky,
If not unfortunate for them,
Missing your company...

From then on

Uncountable stratum covering the soul,
From birth the growth goes in a roll
Drooping one after the other with some other,
Goes the days further and further
Care with one,
Affection with one,
Trust with one,
Secret with one,
Layers are unhidden one for one
But all for none...

Like a knight errant soul searches
For it's own doublet in feel
Secrets,
Love,
Care,
Trust,
Awaiting to avow every layer
virtue to find one such
When met, the moments since then
Beautify the purpose of your birth...

New Try - U'SMILE

Hi friends,

As a new try, I've started writing a series kind of stuff. So just have a flip and post your comment!
Hope so you enjoy it.

http://shansusmile.blogspot.in/

Vile Human(e)

There's been moments
I longed for my mom's lap,
There's been moments
I withered for my friend's shadow,
There's been moments
I craved for good cuisine,
There's been moments
I desired for a day-break,
There's been moments
I yearned for new thrilling movies,

But it's yesterday
I longed for something else,
Heart broken and ashamed to tell it,
Decided to avoid a second me to feel like it,
Decided to take a step a time....

My thirst was for "PURE AIR"

கனவுத்தோழமை

விதி நேர்கோடாய் கொண்ட,
ஈர் வேறு இலக்கணம் நாம்.

பயணம் இணைத்தோம் ஓர்நாள்,
சொர்கம் அமைத்தோம் அந்நாள்.

திசை மறந்த திசைபளகை,
இன்று
இசை மறக்கச்செய்தன.

பறக்க நினைக்கும் நெறிசல்,
அன்று
நீடிக்க மனம் துடித்தன.

தொலவைின் பிரிவை காணும்,
ஒருமையும் தனிமை கொள்ளும்.

காலம் சுழல ஏக்கம்,
காத்திருக்கும் உன் ப்ரியமானவள்....

Huch!! Huch!!

Sliding through the panes,
To get drained in madness,
With the softness of its touch,
To accompany my tears,
Swirling my well defined hair streaks,
To give it a travelled look,
OMG!
You torched in my mind,
The bitter condition of me,
Yes,I must avoid you sweet drops
My sweet rain drops,
Huch!! Huch!!
"Yes" I said to my cough,
"I said NO to rain"....

The Natural

No zero size, no five point five plus height, no exclusive costume designer, no special make-over kit. Just with the impeccably trimmed eyebrows and god's own country's sculptured eyes can be given a tick mark in the criteria check box for the actress, she tip toed all the expectations and has laid a new own path for the career "Actress"-NITHYA MENEN. Not just limiting herself with acting, she has her foot print in  singing and choreo. The awesome thing is her Tamil speaking skill. Though not a well-versed tamilian, she didn't pretend to be not knowing Tamil. Slow and steadily she showed off her acting skill. She's a natural. The main torque that made me to work on an article on her is that,"She is achieving being her". "Why in this world do you think she differs from other?". You may ask this, but at present I really feel pity on the girls who want to make themselves look pretty and make others(guys) like them. Her bold acting in many movies like Urumi and OK Kanmani impressed me for her show. She delivers the role in a way making us to feel as a girl next door. With many reasons she gets added up to my inspiring actress succeeding the bold and beautiful Nayanathara.

Indecipherable feel

The whole earth is tagged by my name,
When I find yourself with me,
The pleasure spreads like fragrance of heaven,
When I find the smile at me,
The motherhood is watered with love,
When I find the care from me,
The anger takes the sunset shade,
When I find you away from me,
The pounding gets into race,
When I find myself here alone...


Possessiveness to the extent,
Crossing the boulders,
Calm my dear insane girl,
Let the minutes pass-by,
The so called 'Possessiveness' will be the biggest joke!

சிந்தனை

நொடிக்கோர்  துளியாய் ,
மனக்கடலில்  சிந்தனை ..
இரவுக்கொர்   விண்மீனாய் ,
மனவானில்  சிந்தனை ...
என்னிலைக்கு  செல்ல ,
இக்கணம்  இச்சிந்தனை ???
வியப்புடன்  வாடினேன் ,
நாடினேன்  நற்சிந்தனையை ...

நீ=நான்

மணி ஆறின் சூரியகாந்தியாய்,
சலங்கை தவறிய கால்களாய்,
வானவில் மறைந்த வானமாய்,
உன்னை பிரிந்த என்னையும்,
என்னை பிரிந்த உன்னையும் காண்கிறேன்...
என் இனிய கல்லூரியே.!

THE SECOND VISION

Red signal in a hurry,
    for prevention of an accident-maybe

Missed local bus in a second,
    for a seat in express bus-maybe

Handbag snatch in road,
    for saving physical attack-maybe

Astraying at adulthood,
    for becoming 'not-to-be-like' to the sibbling-maybe

Betrayals at young age,
    for stop being with false for lifetime-maybe

Housefull at saturday nights,
    for valueing housemates words-maybe

Leaving buds at last semester,
    for start trusting your shadow -maybe

Fend off seeing the worst,
    Find the white behind the black,
    A pair of minus in a plus,

Only through your second vision...

Life has many convacation stages,
Hold the graduation hats,
Many a times as possible...

என்றும்போல் இன்றும் ஓர் நாள்

என்றும்போல் இன்றும்  ஓர்  நாள் ,
மாற்றங்கள்  என்ற  சாயலில்  இவைகளுடன் ,
காரணம்  காணலாக ,
மனம்  போதி  மரம்  நாட ,
சிந்தனை  சல்லடையாக ,
வலிகளின்  துணுக்குகள்  முன்னேறி   சென்றதே !

நிழல்  மட்டுமே  துணையாய்  கொள்கிறேன்  ,
எவ்விசைக்கும்  உயிர்  கொடுக்க   மறுக்கிறேன் ,
அதீத  செறிவுடன்  கண்மணியை  பதிக்கிறேன் ,
படித்த  பக்கங்களில்  பிடித்த  வரிகளை  நினைக்கிறன் ,
நிலவொளியில்  நின்  சுவடுகளின்  துணை  கொண்டேன் ,
இத்தனையும்  மாயமாக  மறைய  வேண்டுகிறேன் ,
புதுமையை  கேளேன் , கேட்கிறேன்  ஒன்றை ,
என்றும்போல்  இன்றும்  ஓர்  நாளை ! 

நெஞ்சம் பேசுதே...

அலைகளின் தொடுதலால்,
உள்வாங்கியதாய் தோன்றும்..
உன் கண்களின் தொடுதலால்,
உள்வாங்கினாய் என்னை...

பாறையின் பிடியில்,
சிறு செடியை கண்டேன்...
கை கோர்க்கும் நொடியில்,
அச்செடியாய் கண்டேன் என்னை...

பிறப்புகள் மாயை,
வெறும் கனவே என்றேன்,
கலைத்தாய் அந்நினைப்பை,
ஓர் சொல்லில்....

Missing something!

It's around 1 a.m and I'm disturbing my lappy to scribble my feelings. Maybe this time I don't need any thought process to give my mind for adding in some rhyming words. It's because, these are directly from my heart. So, this is my first day with no one around me, with the absence of those idiots who never let me sleep peacefully, disturbing by calling out my name, cracking jokes, giggling around, singing songs. And yes, this is my first day missing those sounds, their voices, their faces, of course...them. Never ever do I gave a thought of how this day would be. Time really is pityless that fleets as fast as 'Bolt'. Maybe those idiots are responsible for it. I planned to surprise them with a video, which has all their pics sinking with background musics and cute lines. But just our pics on slideshow seems to be enough to get a tear out of my eyes. I feel like just now I opened the first chapter of the book, but on a single flip I reached the last chapter and now the last word of the last line of the last page.OMG! it seriously gives a pain though I act strong to hold it. All the funny dialogues, nicknames, fan-following, crazy scrap books, sleepovers, gatherings, everything in a brief 5 months. People say, 'college days are the best part of anyone's life'. And they wish to get it back. So do I. But not the entire 4 years the past 5 months. Enough. Only the past 5 months. Where the other part of my heart says, "If you get it back, then it won't be a treasure." In that case, I would surely treasure it to my best forever and ever!!

போர்வாள்

சப்தமில்ல  குமுறலும் ,
குருதி இல்லா   மரணமும் ,
போர்கள்  என்னுள்  இங்கே ...

உயிர்கள்  இறை காண ,
பருந்து  இரை காண ,
வாய்ப்பொன்றில்லை  இல்லை  இங்கே ...

குறிக்கோள்  ஒன்று ,
விடை  கண்டு ,
நல்நித்திரை  கொள்ள ...

அனல்  தனிய ,
அகம்  மீளுமோ  ,
இப்போராட்டம்   தன்னை ,
மனபோராடம்  உன்னை ....

காரணகர்த்தாவாய் நீங்கள்!

வேர்  கொண்ட  விருட்சத்தில் ,
சிற்றிலையாய்  உதிதேன் ...

தனிமையின்  பரிச்சயத்தில் ,
நிமிடங்களை  கழித்தேன் ...

என்  கிளையை  பகிர்ந்தீர் ,
உடன்  உறவை  தொடர்ந்தீர் ...

தென்றல்  சாய்க்க, மௌனம்  முன்பு ,
மௌனத்திலும்  வார்த்தைகள்  இன்று ...

சாரல்  தீண்ட , சிலிர்ப்பு  முன்பு ,
வெதுவெதுப்பாய்  நின்   பாடல்கள்  இன்று ...

வானவில்  சாயம் , களிப்பு  முன்பு ,
சாயம்  வாய்த்த  புகைப்படங்கள்  இன்று ...

பூக்கள்  மலர , விசேஷங்கள்  முன்பு ,
விசேஷமாய்  மினன்சல்கள்  இன்று ...

உறக்கம்  தொல்லை , பசியில்  முன்பு ,
சந்திக்க  காணும்  கனவுகள்  இன்று ...

மயிலின்  நடனம் , மிஞ்சினோம்  முன்பு ,
திரையில்  அதன்  பதிப்புகள்  இன்று ...

மன  பெட்டிக்குள்  பாதுகாக்க ,
நிறைந்து  வழியும்  நினைவுகள் ...

ஏன்  மறந்தீர்  மறக்க  பயில்விக்க ?
திறந்த  வெளியாய்  ஏக்கத்துடன் ,
என்றும்  அன்புடன்  என்  இதயம் ...

IT'S NAZI TIME

Dedicated to the die-hard NAZZZZZZZI fan--my cutest friend

செவ்விதழ்  கொண்ட  வனரோஜாவாய் ,
சங்கமிதாய்  நடனத்தில்  கீர்தணையாய் ,
பெருமிதம்  கொள்ள  நீ  அஞ்சனாவாய் ,
நிள்ளதோடும்  குளிர்  வேணியாய்,
பிரியமான  என்  தோழியே ,,,,

பரதநாட்டியம்

நாதத்தின்  தாளத்திற்கு  நாடியாய்,
போரில்  திறன்  வெளிபாடிற்கு  மூலமாய் ,
பெண்ணின்  உடல்  நளினதிற்கு  ஆதியுமாய் ,
உணர்சிகளின்  பாவத்திற்கு  அந்தமுமாய் ,
தமிழரின்  முதல்  கலை  மூச்சை ,
என்றும்  என்றென்றும்  நீ  இருப்பாய் ......

வருகைபதிவேடு

அபாய  குறிப்பீடு  -உன்
வருகைக்கு  மதிப்பீடு !

வண்ணமாயம்

கருமையை  குழலிலும் ,
வெண்மையை  மனத்திலும் ,
மஞ்சளை  மேனியிலும் ,
செம்மையை  நெற்றியிலும் ,
கொண்டாள்  அன்று ,
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கருப்பு  அணுக்கள்  கொண்ட  மூட்டை ..

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முதுமைபருவத்தையும்
பட்டமளிக்கும்  மேதை... 

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எதிர்காலம்  கொண்டு
நிகழ்  காலம்  பறிக்கும்  காலன் !

The man with the funny hat

The fastest syllable throw+ chemistry+geology+mathematics+mind mapping+decoder+mystery lover, these could only be him..yes, its the man with a funny hat-Mr.Sherlock Holmes, the greatest creation of the greatest creator Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. Just before a couple of days I got a chance to enjoy the cases of SH as a series. That was irresistible, the scenes and acting and of course the dialogues. The private detective and his must to mention friend- John Watson resolve the problems fiercely with the touch of  humor. Certainly its hard to be with a person like Sherlock who wants his mind to always play with puzzles. But the doctor somehow cope up, maybe at the start, later it became a tough thing to stay away from the master minder. Some stories are best to flip through the pages than watching it on screens. But this one, is an exceptional that its a superb visual treat. Credits to the people who played the roles. My favorite among the characters are: obviously SH and John. But apart from them, Mrs.Hudson and Molly. The reactions of the landlady brings a laugh to heart which is far good than the irritating sit-coms(in my opinion, no offence). The best case which I found interesting was The case of Pink lady and also The Reichenbach fall, where the end gave a mixed feeling of grief and suspense.

Even from such detective episodes, there are lot to learn like,
1)when you are loyal to your master and profession, your worth will be valued at a point of time-Molly.
2)Its good or bad, your first company is the best one-SH and JW.
3) The dead ones never speak, so consider the present-tense of a person-Mary and JW.
4) Trust is the best gift you can give a person-Irene and SH.

Beyond these, people behind the sound works in this series is out-standing...If I get a chance, am sure I would pick a visit to 221-B Baker street, London.

What the hell on-lookers!

       It was once the land where women were worshiped as Almighty. But the tense has become past and remained to be past now. I couldn't just grab words to express my feel towards that incident. I can't console my heart saying that women has started being a warrior for themselves. Because, to the contrast the man-kind has gone to the worst extreme. Kiran bedi:"They have used the perfect word 'molesters' rather than eve-teasers and I'm feeling good about it", so do I. Nirubhaya's death and the protest after that has gone with no value till date, and what is that all about?. Is that a way, a problem taken care in India?. Don't they have the time to erase this kind of ill treat for a gender? or it is the fact that they don't have the guts to set it right?. Staying silent to an issue is the same as joining hands with those evil followers. Though pointing out the freedom of oneself is wrong (dress code of women), at some cases it can be acceptable. But in this scene of 28th November 2014, its not the problem with the girls who wore a decent costume, as per India. Such people who does this kind of  cheap actions should not be sentenced to death or leaving them with a penalty, but should be punished in such a way where they regret for it everyday.

            And now, coming on to our sincere citizens. On watching the cricket or football match, on admiring the performance of media stars, the people has been trained to develop the habit of being excellent on-lookers. If it's an issue, where your life will be at cost if you help them, in some way or the other it can be given an excuse. But what is that helping with the two lonely girls who fight with all that courage for their self-esteem?. Why can't they just raise their voice for them? Don't they even have the sense that an injustice is being happening in front of them?.

  If such destructing acts continue for the angels, the tender hearted souls will of course turn into burning stars and will not find any mercy on those dark souls. These girls has explicitly warned the society about it....